The Bus Is Leaving

I signed up for this free three-week training only because one of the guys leading it is hot and appears to be emotionally intelligent.

So far, the content’s good too.

What’s been keeping me up at night (and getting me up earlier than usual for my morning forest bathing) is this: CHOICES.

Everything I’ve been experiencing and reading lately seems to point to this critical time in history—these choice points.

We’re being given the option, now more than ever, to EVOLVE or REPEAT.

Even the YouTube prophets and cosmic commentators are talking about the bifurcation—the splitting of timelines. And honestly, it tracks. We’re all choosing, consciously or unconsciously, what frequency we’re aligning with.

So be empowered in what you’re choosing.

If you’re choosing the old, great.

But if you’re choosing the old while hoping for the new… well, I’m no mathematician, but I’m not sure that adds up.

I’ve been feeling it—low-level and high-level—as I watch myself not break patterns but re-enact them, as if my response is totally beyond my control.

Why did I let that person talk to me like that?

Why did I set a boundary and then go back into that dynamic when my nervous system clearly told me that contract was up?

Why did I eat that when I know it bloats me like a balloon?

First, I got curious.

Then, I got fed up.

Fed up with my patterns. Fed up with the same dynamics.

Fed up. Fed up. Fed up.

This past year I’ve felt more heart-led, but this morning some internal fire woke me up and asked me to move lower—to be led by a little more power and sovereignty and a little less “pretty in pink, how can I be of service?”

I would argue that being in our power (and feminine rage) IS service.

I’ve shed so much this year (some hair included), but I can feel the intensity of these remaining weeks of 2025 asking me: How much more can you let go of so you can step into the new?

A familiar life doesn’t always equal a happy life.

The hot guy’s training is giving me the boost I need to realize I didn’t come here to be quiet or meek—or to make sure people on the internet only have nice things to say about me (I know you don’t).

I’m still figuring out my dharma. And you know what? It’s messy.

And I’m helping people while in the muck myself.

I’m creating a really juicy, probably 3-month container instead of 2, that Spirit’s been gabbing to me about while I walk barefoot in the woods.

And with Hot Guy’s motivational help, I’m going to put myself out there with the confidence of that little girl from Little Miss Sunshine.

IN THE MEANTIME, there’s still ONE SPOT left for the Beta Program of this. (I’m not offended you haven’t taken me up on it, but if you’re a lurker who’s been feeling the call—let’s talk.)

Details are the same as earlier this week:

💸 $375/month with a 2-month minimum (option for a third)

And as I said earlier this week:

“I’m not for everyone, but for who I am for—I’m deeply for.”

Here’s to being seen in all of it.

If you feel this is for you, send me a message HERE